Sorority. I LOVE YOU

Sorority!!!!!!! Me and my best friends competed at the World Hip Hop Champs and had a blast!!! Had a great time in America , at Monsters. Meeting new people. And as a bonus, we won Bronze medals =)

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street?

Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?
What do you feel when you look in the mirror? Are you proud?
How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?

How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?

How do you walk with your head held high?

Can you even look me, in the eye? and tell me why.

these are the lyrics to the most inspiring song for me. Dear Mr President by P!nk. I absolutely love that song. Let me tell you why. Just tonight this song played on my iPod and thats when it hit me. I'm gonna help people after school. I thought I wanted to be a doctor. Nah nah nah, I want to be out there in Nigeria, Pakistan helping children. Children in poverty, children who are suffering from Malnutrition. Help everyone but especially children. I don't get how you can hear about the flood in Pakistan and say "they deserved it. They decided to bomb the world, its karma." How???? How can you say that?!??!!!! Im bewildered because someone close to me said that and I am just.....Confused? How can someone feel such bitterness towards another. Another NATION! I can just imagine how we all would feel if our own countries were suffering. Just think about it...people right now in the world who have names, loved by a Mother, and guided by a father, are having to walk hundreds of kilometres just to get to safety. Some, walk that far just to see another human being, and that puts a smile on their face. In the end it doesn't matter if your black and Im white, if you have the coolest timberlands, if you bring $10 for lunch and I don't have lunch money, in the end it doesn't matter whether your mum let you go out with your friends to watch Eclipse. What matters, is that we are all human beings and at the end of the day we are brothers and sisters on this Earth that our Lord, God has blessed us with. He loves us, and expects us to love one another as much as we love ourselves (cos we all know we love ourselves lol) if you have a fridge, a roof over your head, and clean water to drink. Consider yourself wealthier than a lot of people in countries such as Sri Lanka and Papua New Guinea. If you want to help go to www.unicef.org.nz or any other unicef website because there's many around the world.

One people.
One love.

Mel

P.S Apologies if this post contains conventional errors, I'm just typing away my feelings.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm not who you want me to be. I'm sorry I don't fit into your little box, sorry that I actually enjoy being outside it. Sorry I tell the truth most of the time, the stuff that isn't pretty. Sorry you don't understand me. Sorry I'm too complicated. Sorry I get too happy. Sorry I get too sad. Sorry I forgive some people. Sorry I don't forgive others. Sorry I'm too tall. Sorry I'm too short. Sorry I'm not skinny. Sorry my hair is the worng colour and the wrong length. Sorry my smile isn't delightful. Sorry I don't make you laugh. Sorry I'm too slow. Sorry I talk too fast. Sorry I listen to the wrong music. Sorry I love the wrong movies. Sorry I laugh at all the wrong things. Sorry I speak without thinking. Sorry I changed. Sorry I stayed the same. Sorry I went out with him. Sorry I went out with her. Sorry I fell for him. Sorry I fell harder for her.

Sorry I can't be who you all want me to be.
Sorry I'm not perfect.
Sorry I'm not the one.
Sorry. I'm me.

HIP HOP IS DEAD.

okay...It all began around January-ish.

Auditioned for a new and upcoming crew: Sorority dance crew. I didnt ever think I'd end up going to worlds.

I never thought I'd improve this much. But most of all, I never thought that New Zealand Hip Hop was this ugly?

Here I am, meeting and greeting, mixing and mingling; at least trying to. Try being surrounded with soo many people, people you dont even know but HAVE to stay in the same room with. That sounds easy enough, but its not when they give you the cold shoulder. You get those fake Hi's and kisses.... I can see right through you like a glass window.

At rego's it was the worst =( But now realize that hateration is there COLD and HARD. In the end we have only each other so why bother? Why face the world when we can't even face each other?
How can you call yourself a kiwi, and not love the other kiwi standing right in front of you?
That is messed up. YOU NEED A REALITY CHECK CUZ!

any proxies for facebook? lol. need to feed pet lol.

bluur..school can be soo dumb at times

On bebo during school...ooh your soo naughty *rolls eyes*

"isnt he just dreamy"